Friday, July 27, 2007

inspirational posters and tea

today is the first day of the rest of your life...
sure... its a poster we all saw in elementary school with a picture of a lion on it... or a road... or whatever inspirational photo the people at the i-make-inspirational-posters-headquarters decided on. but every now and then, that lion or road or whatever it was will haunt you. you wake up and you think... "shit. today is the first day of the rest of my life" no, i didn't think that this morning, as a matter of fact i didn't wake up this morning, but had i woken up and not been awake studying, i would have thought a phrase that goes a little more like "today is the last day of the past of my life" i'd been dreading and waiting for this week all summer. finished classes... and i was supposed to be done completely, but of course... my mcat earlier this week had a bit of an IT computer crash tech problem and i'll be retaking it in about 2 weeks on vacation in baltimore... but other than that... small burden lifted, heavier one climbing into its place.

its time to be a big girl. get life together... get the big girl job... apply for the next level... finish things, and get things started. its a very weird feeling.

we don't really ever know where we're going to be tomorrow or who's gonna be hanging out with us when we are figuring it out. but all in all, it should be an interesting ride.

we've only got one life... if we keep waiting to live it, it'll pass us by... so move to london if that's what you want to do... go back to school and be a botanist if that is what you want to wake up every morning doing... make sure when you are waking up, you aren't saying "today is the first day of the rest of my life" rather be saying "it friggin rocks that i get to do what i do today"

Friday, July 13, 2007

the perfect summer evening

so here it is... of course i should be studying. i've intermittently slept 4 hours in the last 50-some hours... oh that sounds familiar. rather than pass out when i got home, i decided rather to ride the wave... keep going... and have an evening of doing something that I want to do...something to relax by... and what did i end up doing? thats right, i ended up sitting down, listening to NPR podcasts, and clipping newspaper articles and catching up on some information seeking and stories i've been needing to read. we all need our quiet time, personal time, at least i do. And having NPR, and a newspaper and whatnot was just what the doctor ordered to get me through the next weeks.

1 year ago, kathleen got married... wow that went by fast. geez.
10 days until my MCAT.
100 times i've tried finishing this blog and have fallen asleep.