the pretty bum

i'm bumming it up. no one really gets why... me either i suppose. but we have confirmed that i'm "the pretty bum" in that... i shower... and change clothes. i like that title.

i haven't been home in forever. often times this would stress a person out. not me. i'm finally relaxed. sometimes you just have to take matters into your own hands. you gotta weed out the stresses... and being at my apartment is a stress for me right now. i had a lot of studying to do as well, and i get distracted in my room... here, i have no distraction, just study time. it's healthy really. so don't bitch at me about bumming it up. i'm not doing it because i have to. i'm doing it because i'm avoiding being where i don't want to be. when i go to the apartment, i'm immeadiately stressed. i cringe and tense up for as long as i am there. i become irritable... more than usual even. i don't feel like handling it. we choose our battles. and i would rather battle the drunken people at 4 am at the union. i get to hang with mizi too... we've been together a ton... crazy about that girl... real friends? they pick you up from a sleepy stupor of studying all night and take you home and make you breakfast.

music pick of the week: beck - guerro