reincarnation

so, i've moved home. and i'm happy to be here. sure, i'll have an hour and a half of driving time every day almost... but i'm happy to be here. i feel like i'm just getting rid of the last year of school (mostly; the bad parts) i'm moving on. and i'm just sorta... molting... i'm shedding my old skin and changing. although my mother and i had a fight about dieting... i am glad that i finally told her about kate... i finally told her everything. the smoking in the apartment that i hated... the grossness... everything, and i told her why i didn't tell her... about how i didn't want to have to deal with an issue at the end of the semester, and i just wanted the time to be over so i could move out. i'm glad we talked. elaine and i talk about more now, and i like that a lot... i want to be able to talk to my mother about things to a greater degree... i'm really glad trish is here though. it's my first summer here without my sis, and i don't know if i could take the quiet alone. i'm lucky to have her and mizi around.

i've decided to teach myself random subjects until school starts. i gotta do something... might as well learn.

i gotta leave tomorrow by 8... so i gotta get to bed.

it's the end of the world as we know it. and i feel fine.