throw away that key!

i'm pushing myself. its hard, but who said it would be easy? i thought organic chemistry was going to be the worst part... yeah, turns out i was wrong, physics wins. i don't understand and it is taking all efforts to not pick the book up and throw it across the room... its so frustrating when i can do something a thousand times and still not understand it. totally logical right? so why can't i do it!?

i've officially finished 2002 chemistry problems in the last week, and i thought THAT made me restless. i can't wait to get to biology. that just makes sense to me. this stuff... well lets just say... i'm hoping for a physical sciences miracle... which according to newton, just isn't going to happen.

i need to be locked in a room with these books. anyone have a spare box with a lock or five on the outside and a key that they are willing to throw away?