i do (not) hate you

so i'm one of my paths again. i haven't done this since about last may, but its about time. so, i've been finding out a large number of people think i hate them, that or i just have left the relationship in a bad state. so i'm doing the cleansing thing and going around and patching things up. i've fixed about 5 so far i think... but i've got a long way to go. i always feel relieved when i do this. i don't like people to think i hate them... at least... not people that are actually worth anything. i know the importance of friends and that all too often we take our friendships for granted. so... no i probably don't hate you. i've been busy. and i know... yes yes... you've been busy too... but i'm not offended that you've been busy. that's the difference. no. i don't hate you.

in other news. well, there isn't much other news i suppose. although i don't actually have the internet at home or cable or an antenna... i have heard this and that about new orleans being the modern lost city of atlantis, and i'm enjoying going around telling people that this happened b/c new orleans was a city of debauchery. (no i probably think its due more to the fact that n.o. is under sea level and is located on the gulf of mexico in a tropically volatile area.) but its much more fun to predict the end of the world.

my dad finally came back from his trip and today is the first day that i actually have no obligations over my head. i can do what i like... i've always been daddy's girl though and yesterday was his birthday, i surprised him with a cake and took him to dinner... i missed my daddy. and i miss my mom and sister. it's sad that they got to be there and i didn't. we haven't all gone together since i was little. :(

if you wanna see pictures of my childhood and adorable cousins... my sister has been uploading to my flickr and hers.
www.flickr.com/photos/ironyandwine
www.flickr.com/photos/e-licious