sqeekin' on by

so... in zoo class today, we were studying viruses and HIV... and i'm sitting in my seat thinking, this is really quite fascinating, and i was very please with myself for getting into microbiology and immunology. so... i'm watching, and out of nowhere instead of saying, this is so cool, i bust out with, "I am so COOL." you would think this would be considered a faux paus... BUT i realized, i am cool. hehe. and everyone around me was just like. dude, i'm cool, why haven't i ever had the balls to say that. i explained myself, but then decided i have the ability to find the humor in this and not get all embarrassed.

if you can find the humor in life. it makes life a lot easier. and those who can't... well, you're life sucks and you suck at life. good job, loser.

also. i decided that i just squeek through life. even if i get my stuff done, it is still just squeeking by. not gradewise i don't mean i'm passing with a d. for example. i started writing my paper done for anthropology last week at 6:00 am, obtaining the books and researching it barely the day before, and from 4-6 am that morning. i turned it in 3:10 when the class started at 3:00, got it to the professor and got an A+ on it. i got it, made it seem like i had done days and days of research and wrote a great paper, but still... just squeeking on by.

but once, a professor told me. someone who works hard over a long period of time and succeeds is a great person, but someone who doesn't have to put as much effort into it, and gets it done, and still does a great job, is an amazing person. i live by that.

i am so cool.