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so everything around me is changing... who knows where i'll be in one year... sure, you can say that every year, but honestly... in 1 year... i might still be in oklahoma, i might be elsewhere... i might be in medical school or maybe i'm just working in a lab or something else... everything is so unsure in my future, more so than with most graduates i think, and i say that because all graduates are anxious when they are graduating of what will happen next... but i have nothing... i have given myself a certain path, but whether or not there is a giant roadblock there right now, i don't know... i do know one thing... i want to be a doctor... i want to be a doctor with everything i've got, and i'm terrified right now...

its sorta like blowing on one of those weeds with the little white stems and then they go everywhere, but no one really knows where they will land and take root... or just keep flying, or make it to the ground, but not at the wrong time... then she will just have to try again.