road signs?

Yeah… there are all sorts of crossroads in life… blah blah blah… and there are all sorts of warning signs like for all the construction in Oklahoma… decision ahead 2 miles… decision ahead 1 mile… decision ahead 1000 yards… decision ahead 500 yards… DECIDE NOW… so you have all that time to think about it… so what happens when you are driving down the highway and you know you are going to take the 6c exit, because that is the exit you planned on taking and you are supposed to take and you will be taking… (I mean… how else would you get to the destination that you are supposed to be at in 30 minutes??), and you find out that that exit is closed for construction… you have to decide right then how to get where you want to go. You have 30 minutes to be there. DECIDE NOW.

I’m no good at that… when I’m driving I never mind driving in circles, it gives me more time to think and enjoy the view, and if I forget, I can always risk a little and cross 4 lanes of traffic to exit left… but the decide right now… really, I’m terrible with it. And here I am, I have my life ahead of me, once again, I have no idea where I’ll be in 2 or 3 months, and I’m here in Israel having to decide NOW. Maybe a phlebotomy program? Do I move? Do I stay? Do I keep with CVS? Apply again? Law school?

Where ARE my tarot cards when I need them???

I’m a Gemini, I’m not wired to make decisions, I’m wired to be indecisive, but have a lot of fun doing it. I’m wired to learn about everything, not to have my life decided within 5 minutes of everything going terribly wrong.

Somebody send me a new road sign… preferably one that says “hey mary, do this” and neon light would also be helpful. Thank you.